Jitters

How do  i describe this? My stomach is still churning and tied in an uncomfortable knot despite the weekend nearing.  I must have made a decision too fast befor weighing certain criteria and things. I am surprise at the way its leaving me worried within. I am not sure if i will stick to it. Thank God for the weekend no doubt. There ought to be some time locking in prayer.  perhaps its not the right time for me to take a chance….

I wasn’t the ideal. perhaps they needed to cover their blooper urgently so it was handover to me. 25 minues of training………..? God did i do the right thing? Help me.

Huggiz

The Rush that won mine. :)

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How do you explain this? This immeasurable feeling. This immeasurable touch. This immeasurable journey. This immeasurable being that met my eyes not once but many times. How do i explain this? The feeling so overwhelming. The promises so appealing. The journey oh so challenging. The swerve is not threathening. The miss alittle exciting. A turn to things. A turn to will. A turn to feel. Something beautiful happened to my heart. Something beyond my own mind. I fell in love with someone. Never did i think i could open up this will. Never did i imagine i would see somebody. All thing happen for the good of those who love Him.

One of the most exciting thing about life is when it surprises you big time with a surprise beyond your own mind, taste and heart. An overwhelming touch and unimaginable smile. Who would ever think this girl right here would see that star. She was so stuck on one. Stucked on the laugh, the tears, the heart and the many touch without realising one task. That some things are never meant to run. Some things are never meant to hide. Some things are never meant to die. We all will survive after each sun down. Its just a matter of time due to touch. And sometimes we fail to see the light. Yet its not the end anyhow.

She was there

She was sound

She looked into your eyes

But never thought she would end up.

 Little did she know

That things don’t always go the way she want

She stared into wide spaces

Tearing each time.

Would there be one?

She was looking at the old one all those times.

She waited and waited

Tearing on her pillow each time

No one knew the cries

No one knew the touch

No one knew except the One.

He watched over me in my times of darkness

He watched over me each time i cry

He touched my heart and changed the tides.

Tides that go against my own strong  mind.

She felt something within her heart

A rush…

A rush that freaked her out.

A rush that searched for ways to deny.

Only to realise that sometimes

Things are not hers to decide.

It belongs to the One.

She  fell in love with someone.

She stepped out.

She believes for sunshines.

She believes for good things to come.

She believes for the one.

He was beyond her own mind.

Preciousness in sight

A connection chosen not by chance.

A Rush that won mine.

Drinking It In.

There always comes a point in life when we have to make decisions. Decisions that challenge. Decisions that settles and decisions that create discomfort. Yet without all this imperfections i don’t see how there would be a reason to taste any form of reason or trigger that is yet to test your buckle.

So perhaps none of us see an answer and a nature. But the path will lead each purpose. I am building up on that treasure to not regret any decisions that others may think in appropriate. I do not discount their views ahead. I do treasure the things that concerns them. Yet who are we to say, when we ourselves have not put our hands in the very bowl we are mixing in play.

The few days indulgence has led this eyes to open. And this mind to be awaken. Too much is never healthy and too little could sometimes be not the best option.  Moderation and balance is the option that could be the solution to many opinion or problems.

Love is such a beautiful thing when it drinks you in with such indescribable melody.I allowed myself to slip within. I allowed myself to drink in the grinz. I allowed myself to kiss never ending-ly and i allowed myself to feel within. And in all this sometimes little thoughts creep within.  I see it silly to allow doubts to sip in and whip me. Why allow such things to whip me when a decision make is a decision made at ease. If you see a complication, than the next step is the solution to correct it.  I will not back down juz because of an overwhelming feeling. And i will not back down just because some people think certain things. AT the end of the day, its seriously about what you think, feel and perceive for every decision make comes from your pedigree.  and i am confident about me and what i decide to feel. =) No Worries~.

I am glad for mistakes and steps that are missed. Cause these things leads to better things and better quality of feel. I am worthy and so is he. There is nothing called impossible if two people can work with things fulfilling it.

First things, first.

I’ve sat for a moment

And thought for a good long world.

And I came to a conclusion.

First things, first.

The best way forward.

Cheers!